Hey Guys,

Things have changed.

While initiating and setting up these new digs, I tried to come up with some way to write about these changes.  But nothing felt right, except for the truth.  So I’ll just come out with it: Things weren’t working.

When I set out as Lillian Bendover (sigh), It was totally with no intention of it becoming a “thing”.  I figured that I’d write a couple of stories, publish a few of them, be a writer for a while and then call it quits.

It wasn’t until the Awakenings series grew legs (and actually got completed), that something inside clicked and I was like, “Hmmm, I think I’ve actually got something here…”

By then it was too late… because my prior, tongue in cheek pen name, had already been out for a while.  I mean, it would be insanity to try and switch gears at that point.  Right?! So I put my nose to the grind stone and went full steam ahead.  What was the worse that could happen?

Apparently A LOT!

I was finding that my writing had mellowed down from the triple-X rated smut I had been slinging, to more of an erotic romance vibe.  And so, when I tried to get my prior pen name into places where erotic romance lived, I would unceremoniously be shown the door.  My gag name was getting in my own way.

And so, with much thought and heartache, I decided the best thing was to re-group and switch gears.

Welcome to Olivia M. Hamilton…

Olivia is grown, Olivia is sexy, Olivia is hot.

Much of, (if not all of) my prior writings have been re-packaged and switched over to my new name.  The new site will help accommodate my growth as a writer and I hope is a lot easier to navigate for my readers.

I still have some things in the works, namely:

• a possible print book edition of the Awakenings series (along with a few giveaways to kick that off)

• another series in the works, called Passions, which is a branch off of Emma’s story, post Awakenings

• reviving the Quick & Steamy collection of shorts – less story, more hot

• making my stories available directly from my site, via PDF and other formats

… and that’s just to name a few.


I hope, dear Reader, that you stay with me through this transition and that you enjoy the ride that’s ahead.  It promises to be full of surprises if nothing else.

Be sure to sign up for the Newsletter, to keep abreast of things 😉

As always,

Love you, Mean It,




Almost a year has gone by…

But as always, I bring good things 🙂

Check it out below:

Awkenings: Complete Box Set

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Follow the growing romance and strained sexual exploits of June Montgomery, the good girl from a small town and the no holds barred, handsomely beautiful big city attorney, Hollander Trudeau as they traverse the landscape of love, sex, power and desire.

The Complete Collection of the “Awakenings” series by lesbian erotica author, Olivia M. Hamilton is 79,100 words long and contains explicit Butch/Femme sex and female masturbation.

The Complete Collection includes all 10 titles in the Awakenings Series:

CHAPTER 1: Her Opened Eyes
CHAPTER 2: Her Sweetest Desire
CHAPTER 3: Her Sacred Passions
CHAPTER 4: Her Resilient Heart
CHAPTER 5: Her Seductive Affections
CHAPTER 6: Her Fallen Intentions
CHAPTER 7: Her Damaged Convictions
CHAPTER 8: Her Broken Spirit
CHAPTER 9: Her Restored Soul
CHAPTER 10: Her Sweet Dreams


I’ve combined all 10 parts of the Awakening series into one ebook.  Plans are in the works to get this story print book ready as well!

I don’t want to make promises, but there are a few other goodies in the making,  so sign up for the newsletter or check back here for more info!

I’ve missed you guys… a lot 🙂

Love You, Mean It!


I Don’t Say A Lot of Things…

Hi Guys…

I know – it’s way past February.

I could give you any varied and valid reasons on why it’s taken me so long to come back.


The most important thing is – I’m back, right?

Sort of.

I’m dipping my toe in as gingerly as possible.  A lot has happened in these past few months.

I still have my list of stories waiting for me to write them, I just have to get to writing them.  And I’m trying to get back on that track, so hang in there with me please 🙂

I have been experiencing Life® though… some of the sexy side of it – well entertaining a new to-me side of it.  The Daddi/Girl dynamic within the lesbian community to be exact.  It seems I have a heartfelt penchant towards it.  In other words, though I’ve never participated in it myself, I easily see how parts of my personality fit the Girl part of the dynamic.  Easily.

So, I’ve written a Daddi/Girl short.  I am still learning but I hope you all will indulge me.

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BabyGirl is in for an experience filled with new pleasures and reaching beyond her limits.

My eyes are wide with apprehension and arousal. The stern Daddi is coming out and I know there won’t be any straying from the rules. Every time I’ve managed to disobey her, she has found a way to forgive me, but tonight, will stand as my lesson.

Warning: Explicit (Butch) Daddi/(Femme) role-play sex, spanking, role-play. Trigger warning for those who have suffered sexual abuse.

Daddi’s Girl, the second in the Quick & Steamy Collection of Lesbian Erotica author Olivia M. Hamilton, offers quick, hot shorts that put readers right in the middle of the action!
CAUTION: May be too hot to handle!


It’s $1.99 – though it is a short, it is also a more hardcore material to write and definitely not for everyone.  Those who are in a Daddi/Girl lesbian dynamic will, I hope appreciate it.  Those who are curious, I hope will respect it.

Here is to writing again!  And I’m gonna be back sooner than later.


Love You, Mean It!